Give a young gay guy his camera and a Sunday afternoon and he will strip down and take pictures of himself! Well, some do not strip down but that is very very rare!
Don't quite get what I'm saying? Check these out: Click Here! (don't click that link if you are not 18 years of age or if seeing young, skinny, sexy men in the nude offends you ... lol)
So, what I was saying is, most of these guys are not porn stars they are just obsessed gays like you and me who love their body (and a few love their faces too!) Let's face it, we are self obsessed kids, each one of us :)
Even the ugly guys like me must've taken their pics from different angles and posted them in some community or the other. As far as I am concerned, I'm not posting any nude pics of mine on any Reddit page any time soon, but let's just say I found a good place to look out for quality porn :P
Sunday, November 7, 2010
A Gay Guy's Friends Are Always Evil
Don't kill me for saying this. I mean, I know there are a lot of good people in this world and a lot of those good people are gay as well but when it comes to the friends of a gay guy, they always turn out to be evil!
So, my advice to anyone looking out for love is - DO NOT LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SAY, LISTEN ONLY TO YOUR HEART AND THE HEAD. You may even want to listen to those pair of balls hanging down there, but never to your friends when it comes to matters of love. Take a decision and then tell them like a good friend. Well, I do not say this for no reason and without a base.
If your friends are not gay, it is very difficult for them to understand what you are going through. They are guys but not quite like you after all. How can they ever feel what you feel for your boyfriend? They may be 'fine with you being gay' but they will never understand how you fear about your future without a man in your life!
And if your friends are gay they are even more dangerous. Now don't ask me why! You already know it don't you bitch :P
So We Made Up?
He called. He said he was sorry. He said he can't live without me. He said he was stupid to leave me. He said he wants me back in his life. I say, "Wait, take your time and decided once you are really sure about this!"
I have cried for hours together and I don't want to go through this again and again.
And the reason he gave me is rude to say the least! He said he was getting bored with me. Well, let's face it, I am a boring guy. Who else would write more than 10 blog posts while recovering from a breakup (especially when he knows that no one is going to read all these anyways!)? He was bored of spending time at my home, watching movies, cuddling and doing the exact same thing each fucking week after each fucking week for these 4 months! I say, "Is this not what you wanted in the first place?"
I remember telling him long back the difference between 'getting bored with me' and 'getting bored of me'! If it is the former we can find a way but if he ever gets bored of me, it would be the day when we'll have to find a different way to live our lives and that life will not be with each other! I don't quite remember is he got bored 'with' me or 'of' me, I would not dare ask him again!
So, as of now, we are trying to get back together. I sincerely hope this works out and we forget about this episode like it never happened or may be remember is forever so that we don't make the same mistake again!
I have cried for hours together and I don't want to go through this again and again.
And the reason he gave me is rude to say the least! He said he was getting bored with me. Well, let's face it, I am a boring guy. Who else would write more than 10 blog posts while recovering from a breakup (especially when he knows that no one is going to read all these anyways!)? He was bored of spending time at my home, watching movies, cuddling and doing the exact same thing each fucking week after each fucking week for these 4 months! I say, "Is this not what you wanted in the first place?"
I remember telling him long back the difference between 'getting bored with me' and 'getting bored of me'! If it is the former we can find a way but if he ever gets bored of me, it would be the day when we'll have to find a different way to live our lives and that life will not be with each other! I don't quite remember is he got bored 'with' me or 'of' me, I would not dare ask him again!
So, as of now, we are trying to get back together. I sincerely hope this works out and we forget about this episode like it never happened or may be remember is forever so that we don't make the same mistake again!
The Thing About Love Is
The thing about love is that you never start off by doubting it. Anyone who ever falls in love believes that it is true love and it will last forever. (If you didn't then trust me it was not true love at all)
So, what do you do when you find your 'true love'? You share everything with him. He knows inside out of you, your friends, your family, your strengths, weaknesses, everything. And then one day, all of a sudden, 'he drops the bomb'! And here you are, broken and there is a man out in the world who knows all about you and does not love you anymore. That feeling is the most disturbing of all.
And on the other hand, you know all about him! So, you start to know about things that he does. You would know if he is the kind of a person who would write long paragraphs about the breakup, or the kind who would pretend to the world (and to you) that he's cool, nothing ever happened.
It is tough my friends, breaking up is tough! Now I know why it is called a 'breakup', 'cuz it really breaks you up into a million little pieces!
Breakup: Day3 (06:39 PM)
A thought just dawned upon me. The reason why he left me and the remedy!
I had started becoming like him in all these months. Or may be not like him but still a changed man. His love was changing me, I don't know for the better or worse but it was. When I look behind, I am not the person I was 4 months back. I am, now, not the man he had loved. I am not the person he had fallen for. Everything has changed.
Or may be this thought is just stupid! I don't know. A lot has changed around me but have I changed too? I don't know, I really don't know!
I had started becoming like him in all these months. Or may be not like him but still a changed man. His love was changing me, I don't know for the better or worse but it was. When I look behind, I am not the person I was 4 months back. I am, now, not the man he had loved. I am not the person he had fallen for. Everything has changed.
Or may be this thought is just stupid! I don't know. A lot has changed around me but have I changed too? I don't know, I really don't know!
Breakup: Day3 (04:04 PM)
Welcome back my darling!
Did the rain wet you? For once, the heavens are crying with me! What is it? Is it a sign of sympathy from the Gods or an acknowledgement of the broken and damp fate that our relationship has? I think none! FB is full of messages blessing the rain, hailing the cold weather and cherishing the sweet memories that it brings along with it. For me (and for you?) the rain is a reflection of my heart, the blood of separation. Rain is neither good nor bad it is us and our souls that make it either.
I decided not to tell my friends about this. Why should they know? Why should anyone know? They would ask questions about my changed state, they would ask questions about my silence but let there be no answers! And who am I to answer when I do not know myself? The fate of our relationship is undecided yet. I will wait and those who care shall have their answer at my deathbed. Till then, let me be mum. Let me find abode in silence. And let the love, loss and pain grow inside me!
Did the rain wet you? For once, the heavens are crying with me! What is it? Is it a sign of sympathy from the Gods or an acknowledgement of the broken and damp fate that our relationship has? I think none! FB is full of messages blessing the rain, hailing the cold weather and cherishing the sweet memories that it brings along with it. For me (and for you?) the rain is a reflection of my heart, the blood of separation. Rain is neither good nor bad it is us and our souls that make it either.
I decided not to tell my friends about this. Why should they know? Why should anyone know? They would ask questions about my changed state, they would ask questions about my silence but let there be no answers! And who am I to answer when I do not know myself? The fate of our relationship is undecided yet. I will wait and those who care shall have their answer at my deathbed. Till then, let me be mum. Let me find abode in silence. And let the love, loss and pain grow inside me!
Breakup: Day3 (12:33 PM)
Still don't have the urge to go out. There is not much in the home to eat and I have not taken a bath since Thursday morning now. The stink is unbearable and so is the thought of washing it all away. There is something inside me that tells me not to go to the shower. This is weird!
A friend is coming home this evening. He is a very good friend. He will be the first one to know about it now. I will be strong while I tell him. I would rather not tell him much, just tell him that we're not together anymore. I remember the last time he came here, I was expecting my boyfriend to come home that night and wanted to brag about us. Tables turned so quick! I've asked him to get me some food.
A friend is coming home this evening. He is a very good friend. He will be the first one to know about it now. I will be strong while I tell him. I would rather not tell him much, just tell him that we're not together anymore. I remember the last time he came here, I was expecting my boyfriend to come home that night and wanted to brag about us. Tables turned so quick! I've asked him to get me some food.
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